The other day I found out that I was pregnant. I was going to write a pregnancy diary but I think that this might work a little better because I am a faster type than I am writer.
So I just found out last Thursday. Today I am 5 weeks 2 days.
Me and Peter are so amped up! Cant wait to meet this new little person. I have so long to wait and it's driving me up the wall.
I haven't really had any major symptoms apart from tender breasts and feeling a little sick when I don't eat soon enough - but once I eat that disappears quickly.
I am 21 at the moment - so only a baby myself really. It's quite scary to think that I am going to be responsible for a whole other life other than my own. I almost get a little bit upset about it, what if I do something wrong? I am excited to become a mummy though - and I'm sure Peter will keep me on track!
The dog (Jake, the black giant!) seems to know and is always getting out of my way? It's kind of amazing really - he is also behaving quite a bit better. I hope that he continues. I know that quite often dogs get forgotten about when there is a baby coming into the world. I will do my best not to forget him. It's not going to be easy juggling all the new experiences.
I'm going for an interview at and early childhood centre. Hopefully they would be able to give me a job! It would be perfect for when the baby finally shows up because I could take my maternity leave and then take the baby back to work with me. That would be great, because me and Peter have not really established ourselves in the sense of getting our own house, furniture and that kind of thing. So this job could really help us out!
However, I haven't had much luck with job interviews lately. I have had quite a few and they have all gone terribly. Maybe I'm saying the wrong things? Tomorrow I am just going to walk in and be confident. I need this.
